hearing In the House, In a Heartbeat out in the wild is always so fucking wild
“You keep looking to the past for salvation that you can’t move on! It’s time you realize it! Even if you tamper with the past, there is no future for you!”
goddddd the contrast now between Kal’sefka and Allrot for Jericho now
GAH. KAL’SEFKA AND JERICHO CROSSOVER CAN BE REAL!!!!! I JUST REALIZED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my heart appointment is tomorrow morning so cheers they tell me my heart is (mostly) okay and that it was all stress :)
i know i talked about giving kal’sefka a bird familiar but… i do really like the idea of her being represented by fireflies like my other oc. they’re so small and gentle, they’re a sign of the flourish of summer, and they’re so beautiful. have you ever seen firefly dances? where they swarm together and light up in synchronicity. people travel just to see their dances. and i think seeing them illuminate a graveyard kept by a lone groundskeeper with a heart full of love and compassion is so befitting of her.
there is something about me making kal’sefka a graveskeeper that took care of and cleaned the tombs of those long deceased and her being a necromancer who only raises the souls of the unloved to lay their souls to rest through love. her being haunted by the death of her husband, unable to bury it, unable to leave it behind. her carrying the hair of a man she promised to bury because she wants to extend compassion to anyone she thinks is deserving of it. her adapting her personality to those she’s met who are no longer walking among us as a method to memorialize them. she is so genuinely infatuated with and trapped in the past in every single way i write her
i’ve heard a lot of people say “don’t reach out to your friends first and see how many people will remain in your life. those are your true friends” and i get it. it sucks and it’s tiring constantly being the one to message first, to initiate hang outs but don’t take this so literally. some friendships require initiation. i have lost touch with so many people who genuinely cared about me and wanted me in their life because i stopped reaching out. it’s a hard pill to swallow but honestly some people just suck at it and it doesn’t mean they don’t love and value you. i’ve reconnected with some people over the past few months and it’s crazy how genuinely happy they are to see me and how engaged they are in the conversation. i just think sometimes we’re too harsh on each other & too quick to emphasize other peoples flaws and remove them from our lives but then we’ll all be alone and what’s the point of life then!!!!
I like to try to play ffxiv geoguesser while my wife does msq and liveblogs a cutscene so I guess where it is and then jumpscare her w my shitty mounts. Today after I found her I set my silly robot to auto follow and the vid it took looks so scary..
See, a scientist makes a little moisture sensor sensor for his plant to remember to water it.
But a mad scientist chooses that kind of audio.
Put this guy in castle Heterodyne, and they'd be best friends.
being a dom is only cool if people like you. otherwise it's super embarrassing. if you're a sub you can be like "ahhh i wanna get fucked superrr hard >w<" and it's kind of endearing. if you're a dom and you say "i want to FUCK someone.. who will be mommys little KITTY today .." and no one actually wants to have sex with you, you may as well kill yourself. because there's no coming back from that
